{"id":850,"date":"2021-11-02T15:53:10","date_gmt":"2021-11-02T15:53:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/shermola.net\/ku\/?p=850"},"modified":"2021-11-02T15:53:44","modified_gmt":"2021-11-02T15:53:44","slug":"sivano-ciwane-abdal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shermola.net\/ku\/?p=850","title":{"rendered":"\u00a0\u015eivano – Ciwan\u00ea Abdal"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Ciwan\u00ea ABDAL<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

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Gel\u00ee hevalan weke h\u00fbn dizanin (an h\u00fbn nizanibin ez \u00ea ji we re \u00a0b\u00eajim) ez \u015fivan im , ev kar ne \u015ferm e ji kesan re, heger dek \u00fb kone t\u00ea hene, fen \u00fb f\u00fbt j\u00ee t\u00ea hene, l\u00ea k\u00ean \u00fb dexs\u00ee \u00fb nak\u00fbk\u00ee ji h\u00eala \u015fivanan de bi xwe ti\u015ftek\u00ee awar e.<\/p>\n

Ez bi xwe nav\u00fbsere me,\u00a0 nav\u00ea min Ra\u015fdan e, \u00a0dib\u00eajin min Bi\u015fo, bi jin \u00fb zarok im, li gund\u00ea haw\u00eer b\u00fb me dij\u00eem, \u00a0geh li vir \u00fb geh li wir, \u00e7imk\u00ee kar\u00ea \u015fivantiy\u00ea giring e ji civak\u00ea re.<\/p>\n

Ez bi pey\u00eemana heft salan ve gir\u00eaday\u00ee me, ev kar min ji bav\u00ea xwe girtiye \u00fb ez p\u00ea payedar im, ku ez \u015fivantiya gundek\u00ee tevay\u00ee dikim, her mal \u00fb malbat \u00e7end mih \u00fb bizin\u00ean wan hene an ter\u015f\u00ea m\u00ea\u015fin\u00ee hene, ez di\u00e7\u00ear\u00eenim bi qewl\u00ea xwed\u00ea, \u00a0qewl\u00ea xwed\u00ea heft salan bi \u015f\u00fbn\u00ee, l\u00ea ez ne gavan im eger ez carnan dewaran j\u00ee di yek demna re di\u00e7\u00ear\u00eenim.<\/p>\n

Bel\u00ea, kar\u00ea \u015fivantiy\u00ea div\u00ea \u00e7\u00eare li her\u00eam\u00ea be, li de\u015ft \u00fb \u00e7olan, li qefa \u00fb zozanan, bi \u015fev\u00ean tar\u00ee dipar\u00eazim ji teba \u00fb lawiran, ji ber weha em wan dixin \u015fkeft \u00fb berqefan, \u00e7i dinya sar be, \u00e7i germ be, \u00e7i say\u00ee be, \u00e7i mij \u00fb baran be.<\/p>\n

Ez keriy\u00ea pez her dan\u00ea sib\u00ea dibim \u00e7ol\u00ea \u00a0ji bo \u00e7\u00eariy\u00ea \u00fb ber \u00eavar\u00ee t\u00eenim b\u00eariy\u00ea dotin\u00ea,\u00a0 d\u00eesa dibim \u00e7\u00ear\u00ea, \u015fevder dim\u00eenim li derdora gund, li teni\u015fta berqefa.<\/p>\n

Ev ez im, l\u00ea ne ev e mebesta min ji v\u00ea serdan\u00ea, bel\u00ea ev \u00eero demeke ez dib\u00eenim pez\u00ea min bar\u00een bi wan ketiye, nizanim \u00e7awa ji nav v\u00ee keriy\u00ee deng hilt\u00ea: meee \u00fb maaa, tu dib\u00eaj\u00ee qey nuh zengelok \u00fb gewr\u00ee di qirika xwe de d\u00eetine \u00fb ziman di dev\u00ea xwe m\u00eatine. Bi rast\u00ee min ti\u015ftek\u00ee p\u00eawist\u00ee ned\u00eet, l\u00ea sibeha din min d\u00eet bar\u00een bihtir b\u00fb, dir\u00eajtir b\u00fb, nizanim \u00e7awa ez \u00ea v\u00ee ker\u00ee bik\u015f\u00eenim gund b\u00eariy\u00ea, w\u00ea gel\u00ea gund pirsan bikin, rexnan bikin, \u00e7ilo, \u00e7awa b\u00fb ev b\u00fbyer? Min rab\u00fb ker\u00ee ki\u015fand ser kaniya av\u00ea ku ez w\u00ee t\u00ear bikim, da belk\u00ee deng k\u00eam bibe. qey t\u00een e an bir\u00e7\u00een e, ez nebawerim.<\/p>\n

Gelo pi\u015ft\u00ee heft salan ku bar\u00een ji van ajalan t\u00ea, ez nizanim \u00e7iye, div\u00ea v\u00ea babet\u00ea binasim, gelo g\u00eeyayek\u00ee taybet xwarine \u00fb bi jehr\u00ee ketine, yan ji \u00a0w\u00ea toza ber\u00ee du rojan ji h\u00eala ba\u015f\u00fbr\u00ea rojava ve hilat, yan nexwe\u015fiya hal\u00ea raperiya ye, nizanim ez nizanim.<\/p>\n

Bel\u00ea pi\u015ft\u00ee avdan\u00ea j\u00ee\u00a0 bar\u00een ne rawestiya, rab\u00fb min yeka yeka girt \u00fb daxist nava av\u00ea, min ew \u015fu\u015ftin \u00fb d\u00fbv re min ji t\u00fbrik\u00ea xwe nan \u00fb mew\u00eej, gw\u00eez \u00fb hungiv j\u00ee derxist \u00fb da wan, min d\u00eet hinek\u00ee bar\u00een k\u00eam b\u00fb, min rab\u00fb ker\u00ee \u00eavar\u00ea ki\u015fand b\u00eariy\u00ea.<\/p>\n

L\u00ea ti\u015ft\u00ea min d\u00eet \u00fb ez l\u00ea matmay\u00ee mam ku bi \u015fev ango di tariy\u00ea de, di mij \u00fb ewr\u00ea v\u00ea payiza palday\u00ee de, bar\u00een bihtir dib\u00fb, dir\u00eajtir dib\u00fb, bilindtir dib\u00fb, tu \u00e7ar n\u00eene li v\u00ea awaza r\u00ea\u015f l\u00eadide, dizume di guh \u00fb mejiy\u00ea min de, ne jiyan dibe, ne xew dibe, \u00fb mirna bi ten\u00ea tew\u015f e.<\/p>\n

Bi qewl\u00ea men\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f\u00een, daxwaza me ev b\u00fb, merc\u00ea me ab\u00fbra mala me bi du \u00e7ewal genim, du elb n\u00eesk, h\u00eezek r\u00fbn tev\u00ee ker \u00fb kurtan \u00fb kurkek\u00ee \u00a0j\u00ee di ser re. Hinek pere j\u00ee dibere merc\u00ean \u015fivantiya sal\u00ea ne, ev qewlek\u00ee giranbuha ye, \u00e7imk\u00ee ez \u015fivan law\u00ea \u015fivan im, j\u00eer im, \u015fehreza me, zana me bi \u00e7\u00ear\u00ean her\u00eam\u00ea, li ajalan miqate me ji h\u00eala parastin \u00fb \u00e7\u00ear\u00ea ve \u00fb nexwe\u015fiyan dizanim derman bikim.<\/p>\n

L\u00ea qewl\u00ea cara duyem\u00een min k\u00eam kir, ji ber ez ji kar\u00ea xwe hez dikim, min ne diva ez ji dest xwe berdim, ez raz\u00ee me b\u00ea we \u00e7i da min, heger bi nan\u00fbzik\u00ea be j\u00ee ez raz\u00ee me, bi mal hazir\u00ee j\u00ee, we \u00e7i da yan \u00e7i ji dest\u00ean we hat ba\u015f e.<\/p>\n

W\u00ea sibeh\u00ea bar\u00een k\u00fbr b\u00fb, min d\u00eet yek ji wan beranan bar\u00een\u00ea di\u015fop\u00eene, gelo ev sedema bar\u00eenok ker\u00ee ye, min yek nekir didu \u00fb min ew ku\u015ft ku belk\u00ee bar\u00een qut bibe, bi rast\u00ee bar\u00een rawestiya\u00ee, heger pirs\u00ee ka ew beran? Ez \u00ea b\u00eajim qey gurek\u00ee xwar \u00fb eger wan bawer nekir ez \u00ea maf\u00ea beran bidim xwed\u00ee \u00e7i be bera bibe.<\/p>\n

L\u00ea gava min ker\u00ee ji b\u00eariy\u00ea vegerand bar\u00een d\u00eesan bi nav ker\u00ee ket, her tar\u00ee bi erd\u00ea diket, ta min ker\u00ee ki\u015fand berqef\u00ea, rab\u00fb ez\u00a0 geriyam li\u00a0 cih\u00ea deng, her ez di\u00e7\u00fbm deng dibiliya, dibe ku ji ber lat\u00ean kevir hildihat, m\u00eena \u00e7ir\u00e7irkan d\u00fbr be deng t\u00ea, n\u00eaz\u00eek bim deng dat\u00ea, weha hetan\u00ee sib\u00ea \u00a0di\u00e7im \u00fb t\u00eam di nav ker\u00ee de, hedan tune ye li min, hedan tune ye li wan, \u00a0rab\u00fb min du beran\u00ean din ku\u015ftin \u00fb la\u015f\u00ea wan av\u00eatin newal\u00ea da bir\u00e7\u00eeb\u00fbna lawiran t\u00ear bikim, ji \u00a0ber ku ew sedema v\u00ee ker\u00ee li min har dikin, li min qo\u015f dikin.<\/p>\n

Her wiha me b\u00fbrand\u00ee roj\u00ean payiz\u00ea bi keftlefta min \u00fb wan derbas b\u00fb l\u00ea tu \u00e7are neb\u00fb, ji ku t\u00ea ev derd ji ku t\u00ea ev merd, li min hedan tune b\u00fb, ne xew ne razan ne jiyan, her wiha min j\u00ee bi rekiya xwe k\u00eam nekir, min ku\u015ftin min hi\u015ftin li w\u00ea \u00e7ol\u00ea di nav lep\u00ea lawiran hi\u015ftin, \u00fb di nav kaniy\u00ea de vemi\u015ftin, heger xwediyan pirs\u00een kan\u00een ter\u015f\u00ean me, ez \u00ea b\u00eajim lawiran xewarin ez \u015fiyar b\u00fbm ne raket\u00ee b\u00fbm, di ava \u015f\u00eal\u00fb de vehistin, ne ji min b\u00fb qet, l\u00ea ez \u00ea maf bidim ji k\u00ees\u00ea xwe.<\/p>\n

Ya rast wek h\u00fbn dizanin gava min ker\u00ee \u00eavar\u00ee dik\u015fand \u00a0b\u00eariy\u00ea ez di \u00e7\u00fbm mal\u00ea ser\u00ee di xist xew\u00ea, ta b\u00ear\u00ee xelas be ber \u00e7\u00ear\u00ea. v\u00ea hing\u00ea ev deng di guh\u00ea min de dil\u00eeze min ji jina\u00a0 xwe re got, min ji diya xwe re got: Di ser\u00ea min da deng \u00fb q\u00ear\u00een\u00a0 dizume b\u00ea hedan \u00fb ev tevde ji keriy\u00ea pez e, jin\u00ea got: ti\u015ftek\u00ee hesan e, \u00fb diya w\u00ee got: Ber xwe bide, ev jiyana te ye, ne bi erzan\u00ee gihaye te, min got: j\u00een ab\u00fbra me t\u00ea de ye.<\/p>\n

Gava min ji r\u00eesipiy\u00ea gund re got: Ez \u00ea dev ji \u015fivantiya ker\u00ee ber dim \u00fb k\u00eamaniya ser\u00ean pez y\u00ean winda bidim, got: Na tu \u015fivanek\u00ee \u00e7ak e \u00fb em dev ji te bernadin, v\u00ea daxwaz\u00ea ji b\u00eer bik, v\u00ea gotin\u00ea bes b\u00eaje.<\/p>\n

\u00c7are n\u00eene, rojek \u00fb dudo , \u00fb her wiha ta daw\u00ee \u00e7are n\u00eene, deng ilor dibe, hilt\u00ea \u00fb dat\u00ea guh\u00ea \u015f\u00ea, bar\u00eena keriy\u00ea pez t\u00ea bi awazeke re\u015f hilt\u00ea.. dema duh min ji jin\u00ea pirs\u00ee: Ev \u00e7i deng t\u00ea? got: Tu deng tune ye maleve, deng\u00ea t\u00ea ji te t\u00ea, tu di xew de dike bar\u00een: maaa, hirrrr, \u00fb ji xwe\u00a0 re dib\u00eajim ev deng\u00ea \u015fivane li nav keriy\u00ean xwe ye. l\u00ea pi\u015ft\u00ee du rojan \u00a0got: Haho ji\u00a0 bar\u00eena te, tu \u00e7iye ji v\u00ea bar\u00een\u00ea?<\/p>\n

Her weha derdora min tev b\u00fb bar\u00een, bi \u015fev bi roj, li jor li j\u00ear.<\/p>\n

Haho bar\u00een ji min e, ez d\u00een kirim van mirovan, an ez ber\u00ea d\u00een b\u00fbm, bi \u00e7olan ketim, bi xwe ketim xwe bixum.<\/p>\n

qey h\u00fbn \u00e7i dixwazin? k\u00ea we bi ser min de \u015fandiye? em bi hevre a\u015ft \u00fb aram b\u00fbn, \u00e7ima gil\u00ee \u00fb gazin di v\u00ea dem\u00ea de?<\/p>\n

qey k\u00fb\u00e7ik\u00ea min hene, direyin \u00fb nareyin, bi bil\u00fbra min re, bi genge\u015fa beran\u00ea serk\u00ea\u015f dime\u015fin..<\/p>\n

Gund\u00ee dib\u00eajin, r\u00eaw\u00ee dib\u00eajin; ku Ra\u015fdan dib\u00eenin li qefa \u00fb qefa dibeze \u00fb her dibare maa \u00fb maaa.. li w\u00ea rast\u00ea, di tar\u00eeka \u015fev\u00ea de, diz\u00fbre, dikewite: (mee.. hiir). (mee.. hiir).<\/p>\n

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\u00a0   Gel\u00ee hevalan weke h\u00fbn dizanin (an h\u00fbn nizanibin ez \u00ea ji we re \u00a0b\u00eajim) ez \u015fivan im , ev kar ne \u015ferm e ji kesan re, heger dek \u00fb kone t\u00ea hene, fen \u00fb f\u00fbt j\u00ee t\u00ea hene, l\u00ea k\u00ean \u00fb dexs\u00ee \u00fb nak\u00fbk\u00ee ji h\u00eala \u015fivanan de bi xwe ti\u015ftek\u00ee awar e. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":854,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[21],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-850","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-cirok"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/shermola.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/850","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/shermola.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/shermola.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shermola.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shermola.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=850"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/shermola.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/850\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":857,"href":"https:\/\/shermola.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/850\/revisions\/857"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shermola.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/854"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/shermola.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=850"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shermola.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=850"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shermola.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=850"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}